(via newfoundjordy)
@Sarajanee2 @Jellithepanda @LLuszczynski I always have been. And probably always will be. It may be stupid but the truth is stupid sometimes. I remember being a little kid and having to say goodbye to my aunt and uncle when either we visited them in North Carolina or they come to us and me just silently starting to cry like a baby because I knew I would miss them. Yet here I am, maybe 12 years later, 20 years old with my eyes getting a little watery about saying goodbye as I pack up the last of my things before I leave to go back to my mom’s musty, insect infested basement from a fantastic year here at college. I may not have had a “traditional” college year, meaning getting wasted every night, having sex with anything with legs, and just “smoking mad weed yo”, but thats not what I ever wanted. I came here for the bonding and hopefully gaining some lifelong friends. And although it’s too early to tell THAT far into the future, I have defiantly made some great friends. I care about them enough to have an emotional impact, and me being a cold hearted person, that is quite an accomplishment. Knowing I may not see some of these people again hurts. I hope my friends come back next semester, and to the ones I know that aren’t I truly hope they do visit, because I will sincerely miss them. I want this to be a “See you later.” not a “Goodbye.”
